Lost in paradise.
Do I get to be this bitchy person? I mean I always secretly wanted to be badass but I feared the consequences. And now I burn bridges faster than I build new ones.
She is annoying. The kind you can't quite describe. Yet you constantly feel used. So fuck that. Even if it's just my insecurities or traumas reflect on her - I don't give a fuck. I think I've waited for this for so long that the whole idea of dumping her seems like a well-and-long-deserved response.
Why do I even think about it twice? I might have used her but it was disproportionally less than all the times she used me.
She is annoying. The kind you can't quite describe. Yet you constantly feel used. So fuck that. Even if it's just my insecurities or traumas reflect on her - I don't give a fuck. I think I've waited for this for so long that the whole idea of dumping her seems like a well-and-long-deserved response.
Why do I even think about it twice? I might have used her but it was disproportionally less than all the times she used me.