Once again I am in awe of the way the Universe sends us signals.

Watching the BtVS review on Into the Woods I find soooo much clarity in what has happened with me. It's like a story of me but with vampires and stuff.

I gave all I could. But I didn't want to betray everything I am and believe in just so he could become the center of my Universe. Not my fault he tries to find meaning outside of himself. I, like Buffy, have a job I can't leave, the way I am best equiped in dealing with problems is solitary, and still I found time to be with him and share all I could, but it wasn't enough.

Funny how all of it makes sense now and how I wasn't aware the episode even had that much meaning to me before.